#130710

AYEOOO !
Well today was the first day at school in term 3 and also starting the FRIGGEN IB ! D=
This morning I woke up, I just like stared at the ceiling and I swear I was going to cry because there was DAMN SCHOOL ! But today was better than I imagined. The teachers that I have are cool I guess and Cathy is in the same Chemistry and Psych class as me ^_^ YOOHOO
Guess I'm not total loner XD

Also, I'm planning to be REALLY anti-social so I can focus on my school work and all =="
But I am also planning to give up on this whole korean boy obsessed thing ...
With this kpop addiction thing, it just makes me dream about trying out for being a singer and becoming one. I dont think it hurts to dream.. but if i keep dreaming, I will keep believing that I will become a singer one day - which is most unlikely.
Dreaming is wonderful but dreaming about something that will never happen ... that just makes me feel pathetic.

And when I think about it... tears will just flow out of my eyes - that can't be helped. To me, it's like watching a sad scene from an asian drama... TT__TT

WHY AM I BEING SO NEGATIVE? T_T

Welll I was hoping to be blogging with a positive attitude but soz TT I dont think can today.
Laters.

#210510

Hey hey
havent blogged since last year i think :S
anyways QA....>>
omgeee besides the people, everything else is gay.
Everyday seems like a routine - u know. Go to school, Go home from school, do work and sleep and that all happens all over again. Even the weekends are like are routine.
I've always wanted to be out there experiencing different things because I want to live life to the fullest ! But... to me, all things that I want to happen or wait for, they never happen. And even though I am not waiting for it, it just still doesn't find me. And when I try to picture my future, I just don't get a positive feeling... it is just blank.
I just hope that one day, I won't be able to care about anything at all. Looking at stars for a whole night or like lying in a field of flowers would be the only thing I want to do.
Every day, I just feel incomplete and empty. And even though I smile and laugh with friends, I am not sure if I am feeling true happiness or not. And there are times when I just really want to cry my heart and baul my eyes out.
Maybe just one day I can experience something that will make me feel like I am eating the sweetest candy, floating in the air and flying around... but in this world, I don't think I can have feelings like those.
But for a girl at my age, what am I meant to be thinking about?
- sighhhh -
Well I hope to come back on with new hopes and a better feelings.

#171109

annyeong =]

Today I was uber scared and nervous doing my science speech D; and mine was pretty bad compared to others ==" but unless I got over and done with ><>

Well I forgot to bring my ipod today because I was sooo focused on my science stuff hahaha

Also Maths test today was pretty easy =]

And omgee it was like REALLY HOT! I was sweating everywhere! hmm yeahh... ;L

Luckily, in 4th period (P.E)we were able to go into the library with the awesome air con and watch a movie - but too bad we didn' get to watch the movie because some stuff didn't work ><

So during P.E class I was playing around with P.a.n's hair and she looks... cute.... LOLS

Well I got the song Wedding Dress - Taeyang on my phone now =] and still, I'm not over it yet

I was glad I was wearing contact lenses at school today because if I was wearing my glasses, my face would've sweated more D;

From now on, I decided I will go home from Inala after school at 3:30 since it would be sooo hot and humid =="

But today, I missed the 3:30 buses and had to wait for the 4:00 bus grrrr...

After school, I was playing bleach, wii sports, wii fit and others and man it was tiring =="

Hmm.. it was also raining heavy tonight? lols and BIG AS STORMS ! arghhhhhhh!

Well that's all for todayy =]

PS: That guy in the picture is Jonghyun from SHINee - lead singer =0 he's uber hot, sexy and his awesome voice! But he's 18 - pretty old for me :L oh well I still love him ><

#161109

heyooos =]
well I haven't been blogging much lately since UBER bad things have been happening to me TT_TT
Well I had like a whole heap of exams and assignments due this week it's sooooo stressful! Maybe like the biggest exams/ assignment mountain I ever have! =0
Well I had all my Asian songs and pictures and assignments on my usb but then it broke down and wants me to format it which means deleting all files! ARGHHHHHH Then I started chasing my cousin around like a sped - mental breakdown =="
Well I guess I relied on my USB too much...
Anyways, I have been staying up late doing my assignments and all, but I would always get distracted like the wii and asian music LOL

Today at school, I came to school late because I was meant to be doing work but I guess I was just playing Bleach on the wii >< Man it's just like swinging the remote back and forward over and over again.. =="It was uber hot today as well D; And the assembly in the sports centre went into like all of our 1st break and everyone was crammed up in that hot as sports centre ..grrrrrr
1st break I forgot to give Lan his water bottle from the tuckshop >< I drank it all..HAHHAHA sorryyy....
2nd break P.a.n and I were like hypo as laughing our heads off ! We had our ipods and listening to songs and singing and acting it out LMAOLMAOLMAO ! Man I laughed so hard that my throat was sore and my stomach kind of ached KEKEKKE We sang love story, Can I Have This Dance, Take Me To Your Heart and Truly, Madly, Deeply.. well we were talking about those songs so we just randomly started singing it and omgee we're pro LOLS
Well I guess I have to manage this week and get over it as fast as I can before I die ! D;
Latersss

PS: Wedding Dress - Tae Yang and Ring Ding Dong - SHINee are OMGEE AWSOMEEE :)

LOLS these are some of the pics that was taken on Monday #091109 in the change rooms ><

Moustache mondayy =] - the moustaches were itchy LOLS

Imma miss all my weird crazy and awesome girls =]

#101109

ni hao XD < --- (hahahaha HAO! that one was for P.a.n)
hmm today was pretty cool lol
During Maths, P.a.n and me were eating her chips during class and surprisingly, I got caught for eating in class for the first time! D; How did the teacher know I was eating when I was just smiling at him? =0
Sose was boring as usual =="
In science, I forgot my USB and I had all my work on it! =0 P.a.n's class was next to ours =]
2nd break, some of us girls and Lan were playing truth or dare and we did ..weird stuff =="
At the end of 2nd break, P.a.n and me were getting changed for P.e but then we tried wearing each others' p.e uniform! D; OMGEE it was freakin FUNNY!HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
P.a.n's uniform was baggy so it looked soooo big on me - made me looked like a midget ><
And my uniform looked realllyyyy tight on P.a.n ! LOL
We laughed hardout and almost peed our pants! ><
I'll never forget any of these awesome memories ^^

After school, I finished my science YAY and I forced my mum to watch White Chicks >< omg she didn't laugh at the funny parts =="

Well that's all for today readers =] bye
Love like this - Ss501

#091109

helloooooss =]
well this morning, I couldn't wake up properly because last night I couldn't sleep =="
Today was 'moustache monday' and there were people wearing moustaches D; looked funny... and P.a.n looked like an old man! LOL
Mishelle gave me her one and it matches my hair colour =]
2nd break, we were in the change rooms taking pictures again >< they're awesome and I'm planning to print it on canvas since I'm leaving Corinda next year T_T
In Japanese, 4th period, P.a.n put her long as hair into her shirt and pulled it out from her sleeves and it looked like she has UBER LONG ARMPIT HAIR! =0
And then I started pulling it, but Mr Middleton thought I was feeling her... =="
Angel pulled off my moustache and half of the sticky part was still stuck on D;
Also, Haoo wasn't at school today =0 how sad...
After school, I had to decide on my QA subjects for next year ==" soooo confusing and annoying..
Guess that's all for today =] laters